Tuesday, August 25, 2009

8/25/2009

One of My Friends Died Last Week

eking out an existence
coronary impulses to make a break
subversively bloodstream
canceling out those minor medical epiphanies
us resulting in a total of fleshy mass

how to recall a being after death

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Only a Dollar

only a dollar
suffices to save
stow it away
million years later
more than any other
one little dollar
begets more little dollars

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Leaving

the bifurcation of paths
as I separate leaf from stem
splitting hairs to unravel a distance,
quantify absence.
The slivers strewn across park fork
and you and I leaving
while these hands leafing.


some time last week

La Route

stuck on the current
petals as to us
broken off wayside
and grappling with inertia
pausing only briefly
spoken words to the lilt of the wind


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New York

Speaking words of a linear sort
not unlike city and its speak
grappling with foreign idioms
an idea lost in visual translation-
pushed inwards
space shared-
though sounding communicable
needing pre-digestion, deeper immersion
getting to the bottom of this
speak

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Poem for Josephine

stack the block
topple the block
seize the block
throw the block
eat the block-
no, don't eat the block-
hold the block
just hold the block
pack the block
love the block

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A Blue Trolley

broken
particles
littered
countryside

you took the train
and when it

snap
ped

a crumb l i n g disappointment

so venged.


Monday, August 24, 2009

Poems 8/24/09

Chaos

begging the quiet of surrounding city
lengthy digits to snuff sirens as if pulling coins of lunar magnification
silent you slept in that bed
and now, return
here submerged in sound chained to motion
sweeping through mountains tunnel married
record skipping when replayed
and then attainment-
what you asked for-
loneliness of the boulevard at dawn

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Smells

diaspora of the living
opening onto your horizon of cleanliness
your bleach as the stench stings
cracking open the palette and allowing a drizzle of drool
the subway at night after you
forty second 7 and i bathe in it
hold on train, thoughts pool
hold fast, would that i could stay longer
and back home sooner than expected
back to bleach
back to your diasporic cleansing

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Future

opening onto concrete realities and their manifestations
triggering processes linked to chains of events:
dinner out
diner, chrome booth and counter top
burger medium well deluxe
and what follows:
cook
eat
water
eat
clearing of plate & check & pay
outta there and feeling satisfied
determining the enjoyment despite the things lost in the process
feet carry to where they know to go.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

9/06/09

Wrestling/Angst

We as if two, split from one, the mat of the mind
going down, one of us will,
and there then, ankles clasping fitfully
the soft plastic acquiesce
th loser, sore and grappling with the whys
and nots home goes to nurse wounds and arguments.


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Laptop

once on a trip for computer repair
told: laptops for laps
are not meant
and the surprise
as it weighed down my inside
incorrect usage of a precious product,
how could I?
why new news to hearing ears?
where shall it sit now from seat banished?

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And People On the Other Side of the World

Once a tunnel dug on the beach
seafoam washing up inside falling up into
another beach with people just the same
narrowly squeezed through to see where, I
could be found
same place it seemed,
though I could be wrong.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

8/05/09

Lotus
for Whitney

some thoughts lifted off the leaves of a lotus:

what time do blossoms ripen, breaking open so sweetly?

floating so delicately seems so difficult
can you teach me how?

did you say something, dear flower? I couldn't hear. 

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Magic

I open two cans and put them together in a bowl.
I stir.
I fork.
I lift. (fork lift? similar idea).
Mouth.
Disappear.
Magic!

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Creating a Stylistic Impediment
for Someone New

using devices of the mind
whipping out old modes of communication
e.g. rotary phone, typewriter, perhaps even manual writing tools (see pencil)
working towards a poetic goal:
laureate, published writer, reader at local cafe
once goals achieved, can label self as ___________
fill in the blank with the word that fits
then there's the rub, what to do now?
the established man must continue towards an ideal,
if not literary greatness, then at least philanderer at corner bar
Unfortunate circumstances ensue:
can't write, won't read (reading makes realize what
a failure at life self is), can't tell others as 
they will lose confidence/ placate with "don't be stupid,
you're profoudly prolific!" and other such tritisms
Yes, all alone you are now, with no one in the world who can help you
but yourself (God: the lord helps those who help themselves),
you now have the perfect impediment.
Now for the stylish bit...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

7/31/09

Something thought of while de Kooning was discussed

and underneath it all
(those lights blaring symphonically
from rooms left unexplored)
he was a firefly blinking out, at a distance

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Millipede
for Laura Brown

as you climb up that leafy stalk
chewy I imagine you
crunchy perhaps against the snapping verdancy
like a mustard spread salty against lettuce
you smeared would be delicious

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Broken Ankles

those demoiselles chopped even further
the cracked angles of curves
dislocated past the point of recognition
perhaps taking it too far
replacing those faulty brush strokes
with those of women more put together

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

7/29/09

Sea

epic pointillist
salt burnt against the boat's edge
rowing back and forth

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Ephemeral

like the car sirens as the
spinning light/sound cuts through
the humidity, the daze as I cross the street
unconsciously, just barely missing the screech
of wheels fast-paced as they ride up against
the rubber of new shoes, just missing hot flesh/
tired flesh, it too, ephemeral

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Together

some words, when you say them
like the sound of clogs as you walk up
stylishly architectured wooden floors
that scuffing sound
that choking-as-if-trying-to-escape, persistent sound
to -- like the ball of the foot catching
the sound before the slide and fall-- gether

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